Her infectious expressions and playful delight
with no knowledge to herself; an everlasting gift to a lost soul
a magnificent radiant light disrupting all the darkness
making every day meaningful all over once again
Lost amongst the memories of a childhood
shadows of a painful past destroyed by a monster
an adorned gift handed over for an eternity of pain
Cries for help left unanswered for forever
unwavering struggles hidden from a stranger
guilt that will never fade because it must’ve been my fault
Bloody cloistered tears to stop the abuse
running from the sins of Satan himself
an escape from a pushed down reality
A tragic tale leaving a lifetime of misery
broken isolated sheltered fears of the predator
fleeing a past that never evaporates consumes
A calamity of chaos resides in a mind that stole lives
ridiculing and misapprehesion of violence for an order
Age is a sin not thought of in the delicacy of war
force triumphs and protects against the weak
Innocence is a chain of progression for the light-hearted
bloodshed shall never discriminate
Visiting a time where devils took the angels
will forever be the stomping ground of my mind
This one has bothered me the moment I hit the publish button…but really…do I give a damn? I am who I am…right? My only point being I who I follow is listed on my page. I attempt to follow everyone…but at the same time I try and point people to people to individuals who have a purpose…who’s blogs stand out. Do I appreciate everyone who reads or likes mine? Of course I do. Does it make or break me? Of course not. I am an introvert with little or no self esteem except when I am manic and can rule the world! With this said…I hope this makes more sense. It does to my crazy a*s self anyway.
Be wary of whom I follow! I do like to follow everyone back. And I do try and even follow everyone that even likes my posts which I am not great at…but trying. And then the people whom post (you know who ur) The part I need to work on the most.
But I really need to go through today and sort through? Does that make sense? Not being rude at all…but hopefully it makes sense. Hmmm well it does to me.
Anyways…I’d rather concentrate on writing, catching up on others posts, and drowning in my newly found darkness. But first…breakfast and sorting.
Hope everyone’s day starts off well!